The Devil Within Us !

Sometimes life is so weird that everything is nothing but just so weird. It is weird to talk to your own friends and talk to people who are common between your friends and you. So many relations are so dependent on each other and just so connected that if one goes for a toss everything is gone for a toss. 

Everything is so complicated once we start growing up. As a friend told me the other day "Ego is a B!tch"- it cannot be less true as you start growing up. Ego literally takes out the life out of anything. Ego may come in different (s)words like self-respect, view point, judgement, etc but at the end of the day it is a devil. Someone has rightly expanded Ego as "Exit God Out" because with this ego we forget everything nice, we forget what it is to forgive or to love or to spread happiness.

I have always had this question- If I don't have ego, is it enough to sustain anything? I don't think so, may be people will like you for this, may be you will always make your relations work because of this, may be you will easily let go things but it is still not enough to sustain. You can do this over and over again but eventually one day you will require someone else to let go of their ego to sustain. Letting go of someone's else ego is next to impossible. 

Some situations in life are such that you don't know which path to take, where to go, whom to go to, how to go. Questions will be left answered and the human curiosity will make us want answers for those questions and we would end up doing anything to get our answers.We need to understand not everything has an answer and if it has not everything will be answered at that moment.

When we are tired of doing everything possible the only thing that you can do is Pray- to give you strength, to forgive, for things to be fine and for us to learn and grow as a person. In difficult times, to have patience is very difficult, but that is what we need to have to observe, digest everything around and to look ahead with a clearer vision.

At the end of any day, we all have to go to bed with our own conscious; have a conscious and your inner self clear and pure enough to sleep peacefully at night. Sweet Dreams. Good Night.